I missed me. Which sounds so, um, silly when I write it but it's true. I missed feeling close to myself. The shape of my face and the tilt of my hips and my, um, me-ness.

I think that's what made this last event so upsetting. It showed how much of what makes us, um, us can be altered easily. Whenever Khaos wishes we can change.

And change is

Beware the Ides of March!

I think. Um. If you want to I mean. That's what I've been informed is the appropriate reaction. To Ides.

And stabbing.

So I, um, slept through Christmas.

... And most of the weekend. Until, um, well, now. Now is nice. Tuesday. Tuesday is good!

So if anyone wants their gifts they're welcome to come over and get them! Sorry.

Yesterday upon the stair
I met a man who wasn’t there
He wasn’t there again today
Oh, how I wish he’d go away.

Looking at all the, um, decorations and things reminds me why I'm glad I did all my Christmas shopping in June. Everything was so, um, peaceful. And then I could just go home and glitter glue in peace.

Though I keep having to, um, run out for more as more people arrive.

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Don't complain about this. Every time something goes, um, wrong you go running to the journals to whine. Like a baby. You're not the only one hurting from these stupid games so stop it.

Morpheus and Athena know that I can't talk anymore. No one else needs to. I can still be, um, useful! Everything will be fine.

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I tried to find
a Goddess
but all my faith
turned to paper
and I was left with scraps.
Wait.

Nonononono
um, um, um,
have to find
aThEnaaa
but instead I found (find?)
this room. This room is niceNice is not a nice word. Rhymes with mice. Rodents in the rushes ( Read more... )

 Athena!

Um, well not just Athena. She just might like it a lot. I mean, um, adults! People of all ages! I guess it doesn't really, um, make a difference how old you are really. Especially when so many of you have lived an eternity or two and, um moving on then.

I've named him Badr!

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